Tuesday, 19 June 2007
There goes my ring.
i wonder if what i've done is right..if its wrong, why arent we moving forward?if its wrong, why are we still stuck here going thru the same process over and over again?If its wrong why do i feel worhtless to you?On the other hand, why do i feel so hurt if its right?why am i afraid to imagine my life in the future?Its gonna be tough forgetting, for its two-years worth of effort.Its more than just letting go.Its more than just a person i've gotta put behind..Seeing you with another will cause stabbing pains, i know,but i'll make it thru this time..I wanted you to be happy, im afraid you'll be crying.i dont wish to see you regreting, i wanto see a cheerful you.Its all about you, that im concerned, its not me..Things can really change so quickly, people too.But all we gotta do is to get over it, pick yourself up and move on.I've figured what you wanted, from how you behave.I know everything, therefore i have to say what i just said to you.Love doesnt have to end beautifully, for it to be memorable.Its the person involved and the things they have went thru, together .
If its not love, then what is it that made us forgive each other on something so "sickening" back then?If the 'one day' will come, will i still be there for you?will the flame still burns?i dont know..Once its over, theres no turning back this time. This has gotta be a firm decision.So, this is it, we'll stop here, as well as those promising, they'll stop here.Why do we try so hard when we both know that we wont make it far in that situation.Only when i see you eyes-to-eyes, then we'll be able to come to that understanding.And thats the only time when the ability to make each other happy returns.So, what does this means?It just simply means that im not the best person out there who can make you smile and grin like how you used to.Get another boyfriend.Theres things i couldnt comprehend,
theres things you wouldnt do.
We took each other for granted,
and thats what we'll cry over in the future.
We thought that without that 'status',
things would still be the same.
But that gave us nothing but making us seems like a fling.
We've gotta hide from people,
and honor discretion.
But why?
I thought when theres love between two,
nothing like that should happen?Just one word, its complicated.
Last of all, be normal.You know what i mean.Its one saddening scene in our private movie..Labels: will you remember me?
