Friday, 8 June 2007
L for loser.
Its been so long since i feel this way.. walking out of the court feeling lousy, feeling useless.
Been so long since i've lost a match.
Thou its only 7 points, today's match somehow bring me back to last year, when im playing for the combined school team. It definitely sucked, sitting outside, and nobody trusted my ability to play.
Today, 'they' dint give the players much confidence, they depended on a handful of players to fight this critical match, when all the 12 of us are equally good. We're able to be in the team, because we have got something useful, something that is of advantage for the team.
But, they didnt really trust us.
Or rather, all of us.
One lost,created problems that were much more deadly than just losing the game and being eliminated.The awkwardness between coaches and players, the unhappiness which the players felt but were kept within themselves. The team i see now, aint called a team, for a team consists of 12 players bonded together.
We all know that its not over yet, we'll definitely promote to the 2nd round as well, but why do i feel that the fight is over ever since the whistle went off for that one last time ?
We shall look on the bright side right now, hoping that this defeat will bring out the rage in us to fight in the upcoming matches. Hope that this defeat will benefit us, and not bring us down right away. I dont wanto lose again, for we've trained hard as a team, we've trained so much more than other teams. If there's a second time against DOS , we'll walk out of the court again,
but this time, with glory.
I dont wanto feel like a loser.
Not again..
And when i'm down and i needed you..Labels: Where were you?
