Thursday, 28 June 2007
Time fly...
Sitting down infront of the com, reading things/msgs that were from the past, actually do relive memories, vividly.2years ago i was only 15 and now im 17;
in a blink of eye, on year passed, 2nd blink, 2 years passed..And soon, few more blinks, i'll be an much older, my age will start with a digit 2, how sad.i really do miss sec school life, all the fun within and outside of that small classroom containing 30 over ppl, such a cosy envioroment, where soft giggles from everyone would create a loud blast of noise. Missed climbing into school over the low wall, dodging/avoiding teachers and councillor, then walk into the class and take a seat in your own place, on your own desk.Right next to you will be your bestie/bf/gf, where u can whine to him/her about ur life ur love and everything else.sad for those who have to sit with someone you dislike laaaaa lol.And School ends early, at most 2pm.How great aint it?Happy life ends right after sec school life boo =(Sometimes, just reminiscing about the past, could actually put a smile on your face, a real smile, not a facade.Things that were in the past that meant nothing, could actually be something you might want right now.And if i were to ask myself what i want in life, i'll say that i do not know.For the past few years, i've not been planning for my future, maybe i should say, im just too busy due to Love.I've priortised things wrongly some might say.But at least when i look back now, i'll see it as a significant period of time in my life, whereby i felt happy, really happy, unlike now.thats worth it.And even after few years down the road, that someone who once made you feel happy and felt that everything else in the world doesnt matter much ; who is also the same person who hurt you more than any pain you've felt;you will still hold a tinge of love, for her.Its really really hard, to find someone whom you like alot,And also someone who like you alot.When people grow older, satisfactions are harder to come along.When we're older, we're supposed to be more sensible in every aspect of life.Same goes for love.But why isit that one will say " i dont know what i want" ?Its kind of a.. ironic.Arh sad today is a emo day , i should stop, really, cause i havent even finish my REPORT damnit.So, goodbye, tmr match against whye nam.And to add on, im currently playing my favourite sport, unhappily. saaaaad.if it ends now would you still say that i shine the brightest?Labels: i think i miss you tonight.
