Okay, so youth cup is ending soon.
After it ends, its time to start work again shag -.-
They keep call to "blow" me to submit schedule, afterall its understandable for their behaviour la, im in NUM for more than 1 month, but i only worked 5 days!
Second thing is, so long nver go gym liao !
I can see/feel/pinch/squeeze unwanted fats everywhere especially tummy !
All because of western food daily, being a "chicken chopper" daily ):
Its time to do something, Mrkhor, to make 'xiao qi and xiao ba' come back to you xD
And i will do so !

And oh tmr is CCHMS anniversary ley.. wanted to go back , visit some teachers and friends.. But good news is that it starts at 4pm ! A very good news indeed, and i have match at 6pm, how to go ! niao de, saddddd. ): Tmr's a important match, against Home united, boohoo.

hmm, anw there's something that i would like to talk about.
Friend A like someone, and that someone like her for very very long, but end up nver stead.
that was like one year ago thou.
Then now, that someone ask her to stead, and she rejected, because partly,
she dont like him anymore,
and also she felt that they have drifted alot,
whereby she dont feel the 'bond' anymore.
Friend B like someone one year ago, but didnt know if he like her anot.
So from then till now, she was waiting, thou she keep saying how much she tried to forget him and fuck care him.(apparently she cant)
And despite his fucked up mind games and playing fuck, she's still around although she was hurt a million thrillion times as if knifes/daggers were poking/slashing her heart, her veins her everything (LOL)
She didnt dare to confess to him, or rather ask him: what the fuck isit that you want from me?
She just assume/infer/concur that the guy took her for granted, look for her only when he needs her, thinking that she will always be around for him, and be together with him only when his free enough to accept love and relationship one fine day.
So recently, things changed and she kinda "confess" , and they had a heartwretching talk,
Eventually, got together,
and live happily ever after(Hopefully la)
But, she was scared, scared that everything will be screwed , end up having a breakup.
She waited for 1yr, close to 2, a break up would be definitely a no-no for her.

So whats my point of saying all these?
i dont really know ley actually? ><
But just to let you wonder,
Situation A: wrong timing is really a fucking hella of pain in love, so everyone should make a move immediately if they love someone, if not things wouldnt be the same anymore
Situation B: will you wait this long for someone you think you truly love/loved, whom you think that you're ready to spend your whole lifetime with her, whom you think that she's THE ONE for you in life. Or will you give her up and look for another safe heaven.
Dilemma right ma de !
See, if you wait what if tomorrow you see her holding hands with another person?
But what if you give up, and end up being unable to find someone that you love as much, as well as someone who can love you so so much whereby you'll price love more than life itself.
ahha SEE, its not that im not strong okay ! lol.
Its just that, theres so many 'what ifs', so many consequences and regrets to go crazy over if you took a wrong turn at Love's cross-road.

So, i came up with a conclusion/summary,












What am i gonna do now? >< >< >< !

Labels: i saw something that make my heart ache today.