Wednesday, 1 August 2007
another not-enough sleep night.
So today ponned school again.Third time for this particular module, but didnt take mc.Not lazy, not no money, is no time.woke up late, have to change my working time to 6 instead of 5 so as to go gym.(as if gym is more impt than anything else xD)and oh, theres this customer, her face and voice damn freaking cute.i mean srsly cute.but she's a butch -.-whyyyyyyyyyyy.Like, all the girls i say cute, either got bf, arbo sure got something wrong with them.butch.. hahah..not much interesting thing happen, so today is a boring day.some how i realised im kinda like, er, drifted away from my neighbourhood friends.its like no more basketball every weekend, no more soccer session at 10pm.everyone's busy working/army and everything else.it was like yesterday when ALL of us were still studying, and had a plenty lot of time playing and chilling out.And so fast, every one reach a different stage of life,where the word responsible can really be put on top of our heads.i dont think that life is fun this way, really.i prefer it when i was a kid, with not much worries within me.i would rather be a 7yrs old kid now even if that means that i'll have a dick which dont have the ability to Erect.(ok no link.)but yar lar, be a man and fact the cruel reality.this is life.with ups and downs.with love and hatred.with rship whereby you get ditched or you ditch another.its life.and i think that the most satisfying part to be in this cruel world, is that you can be a someone, for another person to rely on.to be his/her important person in this life.and friends, they are the greatest creation. hohoho.So however we'll become, however you want us to be.im okay with it.Cause i've 'see open' alr.And maybe that's fate.Labels: i like it when ure 'weird'
