Sweet isnt it?
Actual fact, we're not as happy as we seem to be.
We have quarrels on alternate days.
On days we dont meet we are actually risking our relation as anytime we'll quarrel and quarrels lead to break up.
Cant really say why cos' its a long story.
but everything just spark off with the tired and giddy boyfriend falling aslp for an hour.
that makes her feel that i went over not to meet her but to slp.
and she felt guilty, that i could have gone home to slp soundly.
but forgeting the fact that i have practical.
cos' she doesnt feel as happy as she thought she'll be.
whatever it is, just to keep it short.
We are two alike persons.
We are stubborn. whenever we quarrel we dont give in.
she says she's right i say im right.
when either one of us decided to give in the other party doesnt want it anymore.
this is whats so wrong about our relation.
the only time we can be so happy in love is when we meet up.
msn and sms, no-no, never worked.
we never really have much things to talk about, like how she claims that normal couples talks about everything in the world and wont have awkward silence.
Moving on to me as a boyfriend.
im good with words, not creative or even alert enough to catch hints or do the slightest sweetest thing.
not that im lazy to do so, or dowan to do so.
i just didnt know.
i know i know, ive been told alot alot of times that actions speak louder than words.
no actions, no room for you boy.
this is why players are always getting more love than those who claims they are faithful and really didnt go around playing.
As for her, at times, she's unreasonable in a cute but hurtful way.
She often blow small matters into big matters easily just likw blowing balloon.
she always have negative thoughts, thinking about how happy she would be if i do surprise her but forgeting the fact im a dumb boy.
point is, i have my heart with her and hers with me.
prettygirl, i wish you all the best.
do me proud for ur o's.
with much love <3
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