couldnt really rmb what happened these days.
just feeling very tired, with all the early-morning lessons and plans,
with all the late night slping or even not getting any slp.
pretty upset with life right now, everything is going wrong.
couldnt gym as wrist is injured, cashless as i'm not working.
Girlfriend's angry at me cos' of last night, havent been meeting up with friends, playing soccer with them for dunno how many months alr.
and sometimes she give me choices to choose, but when i say 'no', everything become bad.
i dont want that you know. . .
went jb last night, just to accompany friend over there for some bike stuffs.
regret going, really.
cos, the jam was terrible, then nothing much accomplished.
home at 6am, feeling so tired with only 2 hrs slp the last night.
fell aslp, woke at 7.30pm, a saturday night.
a saturday night,
a saturday night.
yea im supposed to go tanning with b, but damn my friends are always impromtu meet ups.
no plans no nthing in advance.
you know, whenever i need them i have them.
sometimes, its hard to reject when they need me to accompany them.
and most of the time, i have plans alr...
im sorry girl, i dont know how to priortise.
sorry to be like this, leaving you all alone on a sat.
just wish that we could be happy daily.
and i mean everysinglefuckingday.
cos' when we're happy, we would even smile like Ms.swan.
guilty, yet feeling so difficult to balance things, and making everything so perfect.
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