Tuesday, 2 December 2008
when you needed somebody.
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Blog's dead.been staying over with deargirl at Waringinpark11 for the past 10days++waking up to her smell, her voice, her face, her touch.probably one of the many things i wana do for the rest of my life.and thats the reason why i didnt blog regularly as well.whenever she's around me i dowan to blog, rather waste some time with her.but today we'll not be spending the night together.she's with hua mel flip ( i think )so imma sleep early so as to attend schooland i will attend school more regularly from now on.For people who have been great students for all their life, making parents happy and worry-less for the whole education route, how does it feels like, for the first time, when ur mum will cry for you, becos she is so worried of your education.i feel so down, never felt like this before.for the first time, i feel that having an education is so stressful.for the first time, i feel that i can't manage my own stuffs already.ah, just so happen that everytime i blog, i aint in the best mood, not becos i just wanto blog about my sad encounters only.school aside, there's still something i feel so disappointed about.it's not you it's me, there is why i feel so bothered, and down.holiday's coming, i hope i can be happy then.and i fucking need more cash for christmas and birthday and anniversary.time to work.at the same time, i hope deargirl will be able to start work soon too.because she doesnt want to put the bimbo song in her blog, i will.at least for a period of time (:Labels: just one hug.
